(Taken and adapted from a Your Daily Bible Verse podcast episode.)

Have you ever “rebuked” God, or felt tempted to do so? What about when you’re certain you know how something should play out, tell Him this, through a prayer request, of course, and He doesn’t respond to your prayers as you hoped?

Are you tempted to correct Him? 

I doubt we’d do this intentionally. We’d never say, “Hm, God’s really messing up today. I need to educate Him on the best course of action.” But a lot of times our actions make the same statements, or at least, mine do.

Far too often, I’m tempted to act like the disciple Peter, when the Lord told him something he didn’t want to hear. 

In Matthew 16:16, Peter declared, to Jesus, “You are the Messiah, the Son of the living God.”

The Lord commended Him for this. But then, a short time later, what seems like mere moments, Peter rebukes the “Son of the living God.”

Does that shock you? It does me, until I consider some of the fits I’ve thrown during challenging or frightening situations. This had to have been a highly anxious moment for Peter. 

He’d left everything, had devoted his life, to follow Jesus for two and a half years. Plus, from a human perspective, this was at the height of their ministry. Crowds were following Jesus from village to village and town to town. He fed thousands and healed even more, demonstrating clearly, vibrantly, and consistently His power and the coming of God’s kingdom. 

But then came His prediction of something Peter absolutely did NOT want to hear. Jesus, his master, the Messiah, said that He’d be killed. 

This was not what Peter, or anyone else expected. Like so many others, he probably hoped Jesus would over throw the Romans and the crippling taxation the government’s crippling taxation. He likely envisioned a restoration of Israel, a return to the nation’s golden years under the authority of King David. And perhaps for his people experience some of the dominance like during the days of Joshua, the courageous military leader who God direction, with the help of his soldiers, to take possession of the Promised Land.

No doubt Peter had read the passages in Isaiah that foretold the coming of a suffering servant, One who would be despised and rejected by the very people He came to save. Someone considered stricken and cursed by God and who would bear our pain and experience wounding for our sins. I’m certain, as a Jew raised on the Jewish Scriptures, that Peter had heard or read this passage at least once. But the truth it revealed didn’t seem to stick. 

According to Craig S. Keener, author of the Intervarsity Press Bible Background commentary, “The New Testament writers interpreted some Old Testament texts as referring to the Messiah’s suffering, but most Jewish People in the first century did not recognize these texts as referring to the Messiah, who was to reign as king. Most Jewish people believed in the resurrection of all the righteous dead at the end of the age, and the inauguration of a kingdom under God’s appointed ruler afterward. Jesus’ explanation of his mission in 8:31 thus seems to Peter to contradict his confession of Jesus’ messiahship in 8:29”

Because that Messiah, the humble, meek, and slaughtered Anointed One didn’t match what he’d envisioned. Nor did Jesus’ words regarding His death. 

And so, when Christ’s words contradicted Peter’s expectations, instead of setting his expectations aside, instead of questioning his perception, he questioned the Son of God. But if you follow his story through the resurrection and beyond, you’ll notice Peter eventually developed supernatural, rock solid faith. A faith that became his filter for everything else he experienced, rather than the other way around. 

This demonstrates the reality and power of grace.

God wants us all to reach that place where we question our perception before we question our God. He wants us to doubt our perceived reality before we doubt God’s truth, lovingly preserved for us in Scripture.

He longs for us to know Him deeply and to experience ever-deepening peace, healing and freedom through His loving embrace. 

Break Free from Shame: Carol McCracken’s Story of Freedom and Restoration Faith Over Fear

What happens when a respected Bible teacher’s hidden struggle finally comes to light? In this special feed drop episode from Love Life Sober, Carol McCracken shares the deeply personal story behind a season she hid for years: increasing dependence on alcohol while navigating parenting stress, marital strain, shame, and emotional exhaustion. From the outside, Carol appeared to have everything together. Inside, she was unraveling. After an arrest forced her secret into the open, Carol found herself confronting painful truths about control, identity, fear, and the parts of her heart she had never fully surrendered to God. What followed became a story of grace, healing, freedom from alcohol, and an unexpected journey of restoration. Whether or not alcohol has been part of your story, this conversation speaks to anyone who has: hidden struggles behind a polished image felt trapped by shame feared being “found out” tried to manage pain through unhealthy coping mechanisms wondered if God could still redeem what feels broken In this episode, Carol and Christy discuss: the emotional roots beneath destructive coping patterns the shame many Christians carry in silence surrendering control to God how healing often begins with honesty why freedom rarely happens overnight the difference between knowing truth in your head and believing it in your heart God’s ability to restore what once seemed beyond repair Connect with Christy Osborne: On the Love Life Sober Podcast On her website On Instagram Connect with Carol McCracken: On her website  On Facebook On Instagram Scripture Referenced Romans 8:38–39 Luke 10:38–42 Lamentations 3:22–23 If This Episode Encouraged You Share this episode with a friend, leave a review, and subscribe to Faith Over Fear for more conversations that help you move from fear and striving toward freedom and deeper trust in Christ. For additional support, download this free resource: Freedom from numbing: Breaking Alcohol’s grip Discover more Christian podcasts at lifeaudio.com and inquire about advertising opportunities at lifeaudio.com/contact-us.
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I’m in a season of unlearning pseudo-spiritual maturity and resting afresh in Christ’s grace. If asked a few years ago, I would’ve said I had a close relationship with God and learned to trust in and receive His love. That’s not to say I haven’t experienced transformation in my three-plus decades of actively following Him. But I spent too much time operating from self-reliance rather than the grace He lavished upon me. As a result, shame often overshadowed the freedom Christ promised.

The other day, I happened upon decade-plus old prayer journals. Day after day, my entries read much the same. I wrote how I needed to be more patient and gracious with others, less irritable and prone to “offense”, and more apt to pray before reacting in frustration or overwhelm.

Don’t misunderstand. Those are lofty goals that, embodied, beautifully reflect our Savior’s heart. The problem stemmed from my largely self-reliant approach. I knew, intellectually, that I couldn’t will myself into better behavior, or correct my faults by memorizing and reciting verses.

Yes, my soul needs truth. Absorbing Scripture into the marrow of my bones, as my Faith Over Fear cohost Carol McCracken once phrased it, plays a vital part in my spiritual vitality. But its most significant role is helping me experience the One who preserved every word recorded in my Bible and to teach me, through that connection, how to truly love and live loved.

If you’ve spent much time in church, you’ve likely heard sermons on John 15, where Jesus encourages us to live as closely connected to Him as a ripening grape remains with the vine. The moment someone plucks the fruit, it begins to die; no amount of effort, regardless how sincere, can prevent that.

But what does remaining connected to Christ look like in our typical, often busy and stressful day? And when the chaos of our world pulls us from our figurative prayer closets, have we failed?

That brings me back to those old journals filled with regret, “shoulds” and “musts.” If only I resided more fully in God’s presence and yielded more completely to His Spirit within me, I wouldn’t become emotionally triggered or allow selfishness, pride or fear to drive my actions.

Not necessarily.

We can’t will ourselves to increased healing, love, or faith. As Dr. Markus Warner stated in his book Breakthrough, “… for most of us, willpower and decision making are pretty fickle allies. … While both truth and wise decisions are good ideas, there is something deeper than both of them: our bond, union, or attachment with God. The true hub of our faith is our union with Christ, which makes us one with God.”

For some, this may feel like a soul-crushing statement. How can we develop that level of attachment when past wounds challenge our trust and perceptions? More difficult, how can we break free from lies that cause us, subconsciously, to approach God from a “pass-fail” mentality where we feel close to Him when we’re doing the right things and distant when we’ve messed up?

In those moments, has He truly withdrawn from us, or are we interpreting our expectations as reality? How can we possibly see His heart accurately, and receive His grace, in that mentally skewed place?

By turning to Him, as best we can, as often as we can, trusting Him to lead, heal and transform. By relinquishing false notions of instant, or even quick, healing and transformation. And lastly, by resisting our often deeply ingrained beliefs that we earn His love and grace through right behavior and instead allowing Him to teach us what true, holy relationship looks like.

If shame, rather than a desire for deeper connection, tends to drive your spiritual disciplines and your inner narrative gets stuck on what you should and shouldn’t do, rather than reflecting on how deeply you’re loved, you might find the following resources helpful:

Breakthrough!: 5 Essential Strategies for Freedom, Healing, and Wholeness by Dr. Marcus Warner

The Emmanuel Promise: Discovering the Security of a Life Held by God by Summer Joy Gross.

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What happens when a respected Bible teacher’s hidden struggle finally comes to light? In this special feed drop episode from Love Life Sober, Carol McCracken shares the deeply personal story behind a season she hid for years: increasing dependence on alcohol while navigating parenting stress, marital strain, shame, and emotional exhaustion. From the outside, Carol appeared to have everything together. Inside, she was unraveling. After an arrest forced her secret into the open, Carol found herself confronting painful truths about control, identity, fear, and the parts of her heart she had never fully surrendered to God. What followed became a story of grace, healing, freedom from alcohol, and an unexpected journey of restoration. Whether or not alcohol has been part of your story, this conversation speaks to anyone who has: hidden struggles behind a polished image felt trapped by shame feared being “found out” tried to manage pain through unhealthy coping mechanisms wondered if God could still redeem what feels broken In this episode, Carol and Christy discuss: the emotional roots beneath destructive coping patterns the shame many Christians carry in silence surrendering control to God how healing often begins with honesty why freedom rarely happens overnight the difference between knowing truth in your head and believing it in your heart God’s ability to restore what once seemed beyond repair Connect with Christy Osborne: On the Love Life Sober Podcast On her website On Instagram Connect with Carol McCracken: On her website  On Facebook On Instagram Scripture Referenced Romans 8:38–39 Luke 10:38–42 Lamentations 3:22–23 If This Episode Encouraged You Share this episode with a friend, leave a review, and subscribe to Faith Over Fear for more conversations that help you move from fear and striving toward freedom and deeper trust in Christ. For additional support, download this free resource: Freedom from numbing: Breaking Alcohol’s grip Discover more Christian podcasts at lifeaudio.com and inquire about advertising opportunities at lifeaudio.com/contact-us.
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  4. Faith in the Fire: When You Feel Betrayed by God
  5. Fighting for Your Heart When Suffering Pulls You Toward Despair

verse image for 1 Timothy 1:7Unless we fight against it, entropy will get us every time. Inactivity, laziness, choosing what’s convenient over what’s beneficial … Those habits may satisfy in the moment, but ultimately leave us weak and, potentially, diseased. My guest today shares how a 22-day challenge motivated her to change and what God showed her through that. But first, I’ve got fun news to share! I recently signed a contract (well, my agent did) for a Love Inspired Contemporary set in a fictional town located in the Texas Hill Country. I’ll share more info soon!

How learning to do pushups helped my faith walk

By Jessica Brodie

With spaghetti-noodle arms, I never could do a proper pushup. My version of this exercise involved me on my knees, arms splayed wide, barely bobbing up and down.

“I’m just not built for it,” I’d insist when my well-muscled husband encouraged me to try one the traditional way. “Easy for him,” I huffed to myself. He can lift twice my body weight. I, however, was that kid in elementary gym class who couldn’t last longer than three seconds on the pull-up challenge. Nope—I could power-walk all day long, but pushups were out of the question.

Then about four years ago, I started working out with weights. The trainer on the video, also a small-framed woman, had great abs and biceps. She inspired me to think maybe I could step up my abilities if I worked hard enough.

One day, my brother-in-law posted a Facebook video about a 22-day pushup challenge he was doing. This involved doing 22 pushups a day for 22 days to raise awareness for the 22 veterans who take their life each day. I’m not sure exactly what seized my heart, but I knew right away—I needed to participate. So I trained ever harder, built up the strength, and soon did my own 22-day awareness challenge—without doing any on my knees. Motivation teamed with training allowed me to achieve what I thought impossible.

In 1 Timothy 4:7, the apostle Paul tells a young pastor, “Train yourself for godliness.”

Reading those words reminds me of what we can accomplish with dedicated training. In Paul’s first letter to Timothy, he lays out criteria for his mentee and encouragement for other church leaders to be trustworthy, righteous, self-controlled, hospitable, and gentle, steering clear of drunkenness, evil, and love for money (1 Timothy 3:2-11).

Paul knew well that all people are sinners and cannot be saved except for true faith in Jesus. But he also knew God loves holy living, and as followers of Christ, we’re expected to turn from sin to embrace the way of the cross—the way of Jesus. We’re to imitate Jesus in our thoughts, words, and deeds by loving God with our whole heart and loving others as ourselves (Matthew 22:37-40). Everything we do is to be done for the Lord.

Paul didn’t say, “Be godly.” He knew this took effort. He urged Timothy to strive to set the best example possible in spite of his youth. What he modeled, Paul knew, would lead others to Christ.

Just like it took me some time to build up the muscles I needed to do a proper pushup, it takes time to learn what godliness looks like—and to live that out. But we have tools to help us develop those spiritual muscles: prayer, daily reading of Scripture, spending time with other Christians, wisdom from pastors and other faith leaders, and quiet time in nature with our Lord.

In my example, my love for veterans motivated me to reach my goal. Similarly, our love for Christ should stir us to live in a way that pleases Him.

Now it’s time to train.

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Let’s talk about this! Have you participated in any challenges similar to the one Jessica shared? Did the challenge help motivate you? In what ways do you intentionally train yourself in godliness? Share your thoughts with us in the comments below because we can all learn from and encourage each other!

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Author Jessica Brodie's headshotJessica Brodie is a Christian author, journalist, editor, blogger, and writing coach. She is the editor of the South Carolina United Methodist Advocate, the oldest newspaper in Methodism. Learn more about her fiction and read her blog at http://jessicabrodie.com/shiningthelight.

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